Every day can bring something different. Sometimes days start with low pain only to have it increase throughout the day. Living with chronic pain is draining not only for the body but for our mind.
Because you never know when pain is going to go from 3 to 7+ you worry about where you are going or who is going to be around. Are you going to be in public? Are you close to home? Is the a place where you can attempt to get some relief?
When living with chronic pain there are so many things to consider. Yes, medications do help some, but they never relieve the pain fully leaving us to find ways to cope.
Yoga and other forms of exercise can be beneficial. Learning to breathe and stretch can help during spasms allowing some relief. Everyone is different and we must all find what works for us.
Our struggle and pain is real even if we don’t look ill. Most people living with chronic pain do there best not to show it and to stay positive. But when we have high pain days and can not do much don’t call us lazy or think we are faking it . Instead show compassion and understanding. Pray for us in those moments and let God’s healing hands do the rest.
Having the ability to cook without worrying about falling has helped me feel more confident. Using my LifeGlider has given me the use of my hands while having better balance. I have always enjoyed cooking for my family, but when I lost proprioception and balance it was almost impossible to stand and cook using a regular walker because I had to constantly had look a my legs/feet so that my brain could register where my legs were at all times otherwise any slight weight shift would send me falling. So blessed to have found a great device that allows me to stand up straight, walk more correctly all the while being safe.
Recently I decided that it was time to let my sewing machine go. Besides, it has been just sitting there collecting dust for over three years. Before I had surgery, I was already experiencing diminished feeling in my legs and feet. I could no longer use the foot peddle, but I held out hope that someday especially aftermy surgery I would be back to making things. Well, that dream disappeared that fateful day when I got out of bed and lost all feeling from the waist down. But in the back of my mind I was still hopeful, as I believe that God gives usgifts and He wants us to pursue them.
So, before I listed my almost new sewing machine for sale, I decided to give sewing and using the foot peddle one more try. Besides, I had promised my 9 years old grandson I would make him a blanket. He had picked out a soft greenand tan camouflage material with a dark green edging about two months ago with the understanding that it may be a terribly slow process especially if I had to make it by hand. I had resigned myself to having to sew the blanket by hand, but this is what happened.
Well, looks like I will be keeping my sewing machine and continue creating. Although I doubted myself,God was there to show me that He is there every step of the way . He has restored some of my confidence which had faded in the midst of my injury. God wants nothing more than to restore us and to give us happiness. We can choose to see all the negatives or we can let the past be the past and keep moving forward making new paths. We can always tell a better story.